For the past couple days, even more, I have this awful lonely feeling. I have always been more of a lone wolf, but I feel restless. I never had depression before, is it a stage in my road back to normal? My motivation as even lowered. A little bit of tears came back.
This awful lonely feeling.
Or is it that change in me, the fact that I now need someone and that I have no one to call my own anymore for so long?
ℑ La Louve is restless, straying around the territory. Panic and sadness can be seen in her eyes. Her Beloved Alpha Wolf is not there to comfort her. Did he abandoned her? She feels unworthy and not important to him anymore. She howls, but only silence answers. ℑ
I try to keep busy, but I sadly can’t afford (for now) more horse lessons, or any other activities whatsoever, still waiting for some news from an employer.
My head, heart and soul are still hurting. Everything seems to go so well now… except for one thing…. One so important thing..